Wednesday, May 19, 2010

"Now now.. don't you just sit on the couch and eat"

Did I tell you that Rob is working away this week? I was just talking to him about how I am taking the week off exercise. He said that's a good thing but not to use it as an excuse to sit on the couch and eat! Now some people may think that what he said was rude. But in a way he was only being honest and I have realised that he knows me better than I thought. I have been coming home and sitting on the couch and eating.

Yum yum - weight watchers raspberry tartlets and English breakfast tea!!!

But this is how I relax? "Hello Polly do you or don't know want to fit back into your wardrobe??????'

You may wonder, why can't I just be happy to be my size? If you look at my profile picture I don't look obese and I am also a relatively fit and healthy person. Why can't I just be happy with that?

Well according to the rules I am classed as overweight. I also love that feeling of being in the 60's even if it is only 69.9 kg. I feel sexy, I feel like I can wear anything, i love myself more, I socialise more, I smile more... I want that back! I may only need to lose 7 kilos but I also need to do so much more (i.e. change the behaviour patterns that cause me to binge eat).

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